Oh how I miss you. So much.
Freedtofly
"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars."
Og Mandino
"I want you. I want your sleepy confused look when you wake up. I want to be the warmth that fills the space in your bed. I want to be the sheets your fingers crave at night; the blanket that wraps around you all night. I want to drink tea with you, share some records we find. I want to talk about everything in the world newspapers. I want to discuss with you, to be stubborn and quick-witted with you. I want to have differences between us. I want your flaws. All of them. I want go into the deepest corners of your mind and never get bored of you. I want to be surprised by the new all the time. I want to look at you like a movie, a living piece of art; always trying to chase what you crave … and capture you."
Elay Neal Moses (via mishproductions)
(Source: wordsthat-speak, via infiniteblankbook)
Not really not sure what to do or think right now. I’m sitting in a chair next to my dad who is sleeping in a hospital bed with so many tubes I cannot count hooked up to him. He’s in pain, but I guess we all are.
My sister asked him today if she wanted us to save him next time. Seriously? How do you just ask someone that? I told someone today that if I was in this condition to let me go. But if I were to be asked at that time I don’t know how I would react. He didn’t say anything in case you were wondering.
Dear God bring us all peace, especially him. Bring him into your arms and hold him tight. He’s been punished enough, it’s time for rest.
Am I okay with saying that? I don’t know.
do you ever think really awful thoughts and suddenly become aware that you are not a good person
(via nippled)
